Betrayal is by far the worst emotion a human being can feel. Unfortunately I’ve learned this early on in life. My father not being in my life the way he should have been was the first experience. The next man who not necessarily took his place but stepped in to fill that void. I believe betrayed me more than he. My step father sexually abused me for years. Just about every male that came along after that let me down in some form or fashion as well.